Things I know and things I hope you know

I know I shake when two hours go by and you don't message me and I feel like I can't breathe when you forget to tell me that you love me. I know that sometimes things I say when I get bad make me sound crazy and hurt you.

I know that I love you a little too much. 
I know that you make me the happiest person on earth.

I hope you know that I will always be there to make sure you don't punch walls whenever you get mad. I hope you know that I will always be there to kiss you good night and smile even if I fall asleep crying afterwards. I hope you know that you are the only reason I'm still writing and eating and sleeping and breathing. I hope you know that you are the only thing that is keeping me from dying. I hope you know that we're fucked up.

I know that sometimes I make you feel like you're choking.
 I hope you know that I'm sorry.

I hope you know that I see you in everything. I hope you know that it's okay to not know what to do with your life. I hope you know that whatever you choose to do with it, I'll be with you. I hope you know that you're all I want. I hope you know that you're wonderful. I hope you know that you're every sunset, every sunrise, every rain, everything in my world.

I hope you know that I love you a little too much.
I hope you know that you make me the happiest person on earth.