Simple is nice.

You worry you're too plain for me. Too simple. But, I love your simple. I could be happy just watching you do daily tasks, yawning, trying to search something in the house, drying off yourself from the shower, watch you cook, how much care you put into what goes into the pot. Simple is what I need. 

Please. Simple is happy. Simple is satisfied. Simple is content. Simple is this just feels right. This is the one for me. Simple means that it's natural, requires no effort. 

I do not need to try to love you, I just do.

Letters to God-2

Dear God, 

Make me feel special. I don't feel like I matter. Make me feel special. I want to know how it feels to be special. It's been years. Do something. 

Letters to God-1

Dear God, 

I don't know if you exist, but I was in a need of someone and I thought you could help. I'm losing my mind again and I don't want this to end like it did earlier. I want something to believe in, something that won't let me go bad again, something to make me better again. I don't remember the last time I felt immensely happy. 

Give me something to believe in, God. 

I don't know if you exist. But if you do, please make this go away. 

With love, 

Me.