I am selfish.

I have a lot of spare time, but I get nothing accomplished.
I complain a lot about the way things are, but never do anything to change.
I say I crave love, but always turn it away when offered.
I'm a walking hypocrisy,  and I don't know if I'll ever be happy with I've got.
I'm just too goddammed selfish and I can do nothing about it.