At some point of time, it is crucial for me to realize two things:

i) that there is a universe out there in which we don't end up together. 
ii) it is this one.

isn't this supposed to?

And if we were together,
you'd look at the moon at midnight,
and i look at the same moon through my window.
we will be on opposite side of the ocean,
staring at the same spot in space.
No one stares at the sun, that would be dangerous.
It would hurt too much.
But if we are honest with each other,
isn't this supposed to?

Dear anonymous

If we lived in the same town and went to same school, I would've hunted you down and given you a hug, maybe a high five. A greeting card with a cupcake.
I would have told you good job and how proud I am of you for not dying since your last birthday. Hopefully, you can make it another year but no pressure or anything.
If I could, I would gift you a birthday card with no words, only pictures of Skylar Astin's face.
And when you'd open your locker, there will be a cute turtle waiting for you.
And the entire school would break out in a song and dance, the video would go viral and you'd be famous.
But I'm sorry I can't do that for you. All I have is these words and I hope they're enough for you to realise how important you are.
Happy birthday.

Rambling

My mother's trust issue are leaking on my back,

I have my father's nose and his tendency to never call back.

So, I'm sorry for 17 missed calls and 9 voice mails I never played,

And every friend who tried everything, but failed.

I swear I would've loved myself if I had tried too.

I swear I would've been happier if I wasn't me, and you weren't you.